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[November 19th,2005
12:06am] |
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I'd do a n y t h I n g , I'd give you my world
I'd wait f.o.r.e.v.e.r, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
I know you watch me when I'm dancin'
When I party with my friends
I can feel your eyes on my back
Your body language says so much
Yeah, I feel it in the way you touch
But til' you say the words it's not enough
C'mon and tell me you're in love, please
I know ive been mistaken
but just give me a break and see the changes that ive made
I know ive got some imperfections;
but how can you collect them all and throw them in my face?
I might look through your stuff for what I dont wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if your all mine.
Im a little paranoid from what Ive been through;
You dont know what youve got yourself into.
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[November 19th,2005
12:05am] |
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We know what it's about,
Shout 'til I throw you out the house,
You throw me out the house,
I throw you on the couch,
Punch you in the mouth,
Fist fight 'til we turn this mother out,
And apologize after,
Laughter, pain, it's insane,
We're back in the same chapter again,
And it's sad but it's true,
When I'm layin' here with you,
There ain't nothin' anyone could ever say ever do.
&
Cuz I hate you, do you hate me?
Good cuz you're so fuckin' beautiful when you're angry.
&
We're both evil in our ways,
But neither one of us would ever admit it,
Cuz one of us would have one up on the other,
So forget it.
&
From junior high until we both die.
&
We're liein' to ourselves,
That's the beauty of it yeah,
Cuz we truly love each other,
That's why we always fight.
& all we do is shove each other,
Every other fuckin' night,
& it's clear it ain't gonna change,
It's pent up rage we both have,
We both feel like we've been upstaged by someone else,
We've both been someone else's someone else,
Problem is neither one wants help,
It's an addiction and it can't be fixed.
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& anybody that thinks they know us
doesnt know shit.
&
If this is true love,
You wouldn't do what You did last time,
You wouldn't screw up this time.
Cuz this time girl, I'm tellin you what,
You do it again I'm fuckin you up.
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| jealously is a terrible disease ; Get well soon bitch.=] |
[November 17th,2005
8:02pm] |
What you think about me is your opinion
What you know about me is what people tell you
What you think you know about me...aint me at all
When I think the shit is over there's this little voice in my head that says
"Nah, it's just begun."
If you're gonna talk and hate
Make sure your facts are straight
Cause what you think I am
Chances are I aint
People are always gonna talk...
So, you might as well give them something to
talk about.
thanks for stabbing me in the back
next time while you're back there....
you can KISS MY ASS
& she doesnt care what they say about her..
.. because she realized;
they don't know shit
theres no need to talk shit hun,
its realy gonna be okay,
just accept it..
im always gonna be better than you
The only thing I regret about highschool
is I never got to do half the things I heard I did.
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[November 17th,2005
3:45pm] |
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The worst feeling in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable
love isn't something you can just talk yourself out of. it's so much more complicated than that. even one little doubt about someone can ruin everything in a relationship.
If you don't take the chance, you'll never know how perfect something could be.
& i am starting to believe you really do ONLY care about me. That it`s only me you love.
next to you is where i want to be , forever.
& she`s full of insecurities , she just wants to hear she`s beautiful.
i want to get to a point where no matter what
happens ` no matter how long we go with out
being together`no matter how many fights we
get into that all we need is a kiss and suddenly
everythings all right
Somewhere between stupid arguments, long talks, and making fun of each other..she fell in love.
you shirt has that smell. that beautiful smell of you. it's not cologne, it's not deodorant. it's just you. and i love it
i think part of the reason we hold onto something
so tight, for so long is because we fear something
so great may never happen again
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[October 26th,2005
11:11pm] |
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Twenty-one lessons
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older,their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
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[October 26th,2005
11:04pm] |
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It's not a lie if you believe it. It's no mistake if it's always repeated.
You and I never had it easy. We had to work so hard and every time it feels like we're going to make it, that's when it all falls apart. But baby, I'll take my chances with you.
She's deeper than you think, she has secrets too.
And I've come to realize that in the end everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never be.
In life you gotta take some risks.
You can't steal second base and keep your foot on first.
you're the worst actor that i've ever seen,
but if this script called for liars, you'd play the lead
Never give up on that special one even if they screw up a million times; losing them would be a pain like a million stabs in your heart.
Shove my body up against your wall && kiss me like you mean it.
Though no one can go back & make a brand new start,
anyone can start now & make a brand new beginning.
sometimes I wonder what it is about you
that makes me try so hard.
You don't understand me & you never will. So don't start that stuff about "knowing" how I feel.
Well, what am I supposed to think? You're like the king of mixed signals. One day you can't stand me. The next day you can't get enough of me.
& I guess me getting upset over stupid things is just my way of showing you how much I actually care.
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| a Lil' bit bout me .. |
[June 8th,2005
4:49pm] |
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---> You
Basics
.: x full name-Amanda Dianne Van Fossen
.: x height-5'4
.: x hair color-burnette
.: x real hair color-burnette
.: x eye color-Brown // hazel
.: x birthday-October 13, 1987
.: x age-17
.: x grade-12 Senior =))
Love-Taken
.: x taken by who? Ryan
.: x for how long? 20 months
.: x is he/she older than you? yes , 18
Favorites
.: x drink-Rasberry Tea
.: x ice cream flavor- vanilla or strawberry
.: x smell- .. =))
.: x sport- Cheerleading
.: x channel-282 animal planet
.: x celebrity- ..?!
.: x memory-Too many to name just one
.: x candy-sour straws & jolly ranchers
.: x show-dunno
.: x animal-All of them
This or that
.: x roses or daisies-either
.: x cell phone or AIM-CELL PHONE
.: x mall or movies-movies
.: x tv or computer-t.v.
.: x cat or dog- both
.: x rock or rap- rap
.: x water or milk- milk
.: x shorts or pants-both
.: x dinner and a movie or walk on the beach- i love both ..
.: x blue or pink-both
.: x color or black and white-both .. they look good together
.: x friends or family-& once again both
.: x baseball or basketball- so basketball
.: x coke or pepsi-pepsi
.: x bright or dark- ..
Yes or No
.: x glasses- yes
.: x contacts- yes
.: x buff- .. ?!
.: x piercings-yes
.: x tatoos-yes
.: x teeth-yes
.: x cook- grilled cheese =))
.: x love his mom- yua
.: x watch chick flicks with you- of course
.: x cuss- yua =(
.: x drink- sometimes
.: x smoke- no
.: x write poems- use too
.: x walk you to your door- sometimes
.: x pay for dinner- yupps
.: x wild or conserved- hehe ..
This or that
.: x funny or serious-a lil bit of both
.: x night out or stay at home-nigh out
.: x shy or outgoing- outgoing
.: x candy or flowers- both
.: x smart or dumb- smart but i have dumb moments
.: x not afraid to speak his mind or do what makes you happy- 1st one def.
.: x quiet or loud-loud but quiet when i need to be
.: x class clown or class nerd- ..?!
.: x funny or sarcastic- alot of both
.: x honest or trushtworthy- def. both
-->Last things
Last thing you...
.: x ate-apple jacks
.: x drank-milk
.: x saw-my doggie
.: x touched besides the computer- my doggie
.: x watched on tv- mertle
.: x saw in a movie theater-the longest yard
.: x wanted- back rub
.: x needed- MILK
.: x twisted- the cap off the pepsi
.: x listened to- x 102.3
.: x squeezed- ..... Ry
.: x yelled at- no body
.: x punched- i don't think so
.: x taped- not sure
.: x graded- ..?!
Last time you...
.: x cried-awhile ago
.: x yelled- a few days ago // funny tho
.: x smiled- few minutes ago
.: x ate- right now // fat ass
.: x changed clothes- this mornin
.: x slept-this mornin
.: x worked out- o gosh .. cant right now
.: x played a game- a few days ago
.: x played a sport- a month ago ..i hit a volleyball around yesterday
.: x went to the mall- monday
.: x went to the movies-friday
.: x ate fast food-for luch today
.: x went to church- years ago // damn shame
.: x talked to someone-few minutes ago
-->Random
.: x What are you wearing? black tank top with red A&F shorts
.: x Did you dream last night? perhaps
.: x When did you last laugh? this morning
.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? my medals
.: x Do you like to dance? sometimes // at clubs
(( FAVORITES ))
1. Day of the week_Friday
2. Month_ october
3. Season_ Fall
4. Holiday_ Valentines
5. Movies_ ..
6. Actors_ ?!
7. Actresses_ Angelina
8. TV Shows_ CSI . Passions. Animal Planet
9. Songs_ R&B . RAP. country
10. Music Groups_ Jagged edge
11. Music Singers_ R&B
12. Quote_ you've got 3 choices in life: Give In . Give Up. Or Give It Your All
13. Colors_ Pink . Yellow & blue
14. Animals_All
15. Flowers_All
16. Books_ eww..
17. School Subject_ Lunch
18. Foods_ all
19. Drinks_ acohol =))
20. Pizza Toppings_ Cheese
(( THIS OR THAT ))
1. Baseball or Football_ Football
2. Ben Stiller or Ben Affleck_ Ben Affleck
3. Hug or Kiss_ both
4. Truck or Car_ Truck
5. Rain or Sun_ Both
6. Winter or Summer_ a little bit of both
7. Love or Lust_ LOVE
8. Aladdin or Beauty and the Beast_ both
9. Movies or Broadway_ movies
10. CD or Tape_ cd
11. DVD or VHS_ DVD
12. Ham or Turkey_ depends
13. Feet or Hands_hands
14. Legs or Arms_ legs
15. Dance or Singing_ dance
16. Cell or Housephone_cell
17. Friends or BF/GF_ BOTH
18. Flying or Driving_ depends
19. Running or Jogging_ neither
20. Apple pie or Pumpkin pie_ iam not sure
21. Christmas or Birthday_ both
22. Pink or Blue_BOth
23. White or Black_ They look good together
24. Britney or Christina_ Both
25. iPod or MP3_ ipod
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